Thursday, May 29, 2008 @9:10 AM
haven slept well for the whole of ytd's nite.. partly becos of certain issue tat once again popped by to visit mi n dar.. tink we shld realli do smething to minimise instead of bringin the topic into our life n gettin eruptions every nw n then... it really tires one out.. some meaningful stuff fr the web:For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.I had rather have a fool make me merry, than experience make me sad.The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy.I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as I lived.Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? I loved you more than I have ever knownThose starry eyesThose tender lipsYou made my heart meltThen boil into a roaring fireI now knowWhat my eyes could not seeYou are the only one that is for meMany nights those tears flewBeing myself without anyoneAnyone to care about the thoughtsLooking at the sky and knowingMany mistakes I hadMany mistakes I have had******************************it hurts to see someone u loved feels sad.. it hurts more when both r sad n can nv find a solution to some things.. wat's left with mi is only hope.. hopin for a miracle to happen one day n he might b recoverin by himself... blamed mi for my weirdness.. everytime an eruption takes place, be it fr a fren or fr u, i have the tendancy to make myself convinced tat i'm partly at wrong n tink of a chance to make-up for watever things tat go wrong.... i'm bad at teachin someone who nds help to stand up.. nor am i gd at counsellin someone to let him/her convinced on wat i've said, besides my closed ger frens, i cant do a single little thing...******************************he sent mi an e-card sayin...I'm SorryI’m sorry for being so emotional and so possessiveI’m sorry that I cry for you, but I can’t live without youI’m sorry for the tears you shed and for the damage I madeI’m sorry I’ve made you sick and I hurt you so deepI’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights and for each and every fightI’m sorry for your pain & agony and for the missing harmonyI’m sorry for my selfish love and for not caring enoughI’m sorry for my restlessness and for the losing graceI’m sorry darling, that you are so sadI’m sorry for not giving you the happiness you deserveI’m sorry for thinking of you so very much and always missing your touchI’m sorry for being so mad about you and for my every blue moodI’m sorry for being so immature I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done and what I’ve becomeBut believe me that I love you and that I’ll never be sorry for.
