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Friday, October 31, 2008 @11:52 PM


it's payday!!!

headed to marina square after wk.... had intended to go bottle tree park for a stroll de, but lookin at the bad weather in the evenin, we had it cancelled.. decided to head to esplanade instead...

had HK noodles for dinner.. forgot the name le.. dar intro de.. but i dun like the sweet taste.. haha..
was fun in the process of pickin the ingredients for the noodles.. but the taste is abit bit sweet de.. so lei.. nvm..first try though.. :)





went esplanade for a stroll after the meal... took some pics...







n the pics which we both tried to take were so cui.. is either the flash is disturbin his eyes or tat he just cant force his eyes open.. haiz... sad...





so after mani attempts, i gave up... n i ended up takin a shot with a pig....~~~~~



left the place at ard 10 plus.. saw this hula hoop exhibition in the hall... nice~~~


the hula hoops were connected using recycled materials... woot.. a environmental project~~








n finally this time round de pic, i can see his eyes lookin at the lens le.. haha!! FINALLY~~~~



@11:34 AM


-- i will be --

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see.. what you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know.. how far you'd go

[ Bridge: ]
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[ Chorus: ]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[ Verse 2: ]
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

[ Bridge: ]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus]

[ Ending bridge: ]
Without you I cant breathe,
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see, You're all I need

[ Chorus: ]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[ Chorus: ]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay





--yesterday--

I just cant believe your gone, still waiting for morning to come...
when i see if the sun will Rise, in the way that your by my side...
oooo.. where we had so much in store, tell me what is it all reaching for...
when were through building memories still hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart


[ Chorus ]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that will never play,
all the broken dreams, take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday,
they can take the future that will never know
they can take the places that we said we will go,
all the broken dreams take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday


[Verse]
You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday,
heaven knows what the future Holds, or least where the story goes,
i never believed until now,
i know I’ll see you again I’m Sure, no its not selfish to ask for more,
one more night ,one more day, one more smile on your Face
but they cant take yesterday...


[ Chorus ] x1

I thought our days would last forever...
but it wasn’t our destiny...
cuz in my mind we had so much Time, but i was so wrong...
no one can believe me i can still find the strength in the moments we Made...

I’m looking back on yesterday...

[Repeat chorus]




Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @2:29 PM

it's nt the 1st time in 2008 alrdy... it's nw the 3rd time which had struck mi..
earlier in my post, i did wrote tat things happened thrice to make a whole.. n nw stupid stupid damn thing took place...
first was lun, den was my uncle, nw is my yi gong..

just came back fr lunch n xinping msged mi askin if i have gotten the news...
tot was just some entertainment or wadsoever news.. but..............

xp: gotten the news?
jy: wad news??
xp: yi gong passed away....
jy: wad!! news fr who?
xp: xinru say de..

after confirmin tat she heard tat pc of news fr her dad's mouth, i could do nth but stared blankly n tried to swallow the fact tat another loved one has left us..
realli, it's nv too late to visit ur loved ones... i seldom visit my yigong.. i only go to his hse when my parents bring us there..
though yi gong is seldom in contact with us after we have grown up...
i can sil remember us little kids gg to his hse durin chinese new yr..
the way he passed us the ang-pows with tat friendly smile..
the way he gave us packet drinks n the way he spoken wil forever b remembered by us...
yi gong.. sorry for nt droppin by this new yr, i noe it's way too late to say so nw...
but i hope u will lead a happier life in heaven.. with stronger legs to walk n to do watever which is yet unaccomplished here..

R.I.P yi gong..
u'll b missed by us...

@12:13 PM

a moment in time.
He’s kind of like the lyrics that are stuck in your head all day long, and you don’t remember how they first got there, but it doesn’t matter because they won’t go away. You can’t get rid of them, all you can do is shout them and sing them and yell them out at the top of your voice, out of beat and out of tune, but that doesn’t matter because to you they sound perfect. He’s your very last thought at nightfall, the last one you see in your minds eye, and he’s the thing that keeps you awake at night because you know that with him, reality will feel better than any dream. He’s the very first thought of your sunrise, the very first call of the dawn chorus.


He’s that feeling in your chest when you miss someone, that feeling that is so strong, it becomes physical pain. That ache that you can’t help but know, you’d rather live with it everyday and know him, than live without him. He’s that one nagging idea in the back of your head, that even at times when hurt is all you feel, its still better than not feeling at all. He’s the one thing that makes you wonder if you can’t get someone off your mind, then maybe they’re just meant to be there. Your friends understand when you say just forget it, wait forever when you say wait a minute, step away when you say leave me alone and open the door before you can say come in. But he, he’s different, he makes you face your fears when you’re too scared to think straight, he has already done it before you can say wait a minute, he sticks to you like glue when you say leave me alone, and he’s knocked that door down along time ago. Yes, go ahead, tell us we’re too young to understand what love is, tell us we’ll only end up getting hurt. But I’ll tell you, its worth it, its worth despite the many pain and tears it may cause, because I know, that even if I knew my heart would break, I would love him anyway. So when you’ve walked a mile in my shoes, when you’ve felt his arms holding you up when its too much, when you’ve let his smile brighten up your day, then tell me im too young to be in love.


At times, with him its like close is too close, but then again, sometimes that’s all we need. All you really need is someone to step too close, to give that feeling of uncontrollable butterflies in the pit of your stomach, and yes, it may be uncontrollable and yes, it may happen at the worst times possible, yet its still not a unpleasant feeling. It’s a feeling that one wouldn’t mind lasting forever. And you know these butterflies can do strange things to you, before long you realize that you’ve started listening to love songs, all of a sudden you start smiling, and it seems there is no reason for it, then you realize, its because you r thinking of him. People ask you what’s so special about him and you don’t want to tell them because you’re scared that they might fall as well. You need someone who is willing to be patient and understanding, and that’s what he was to me, he was my best friend, to be there when I needed and wanted nothing more than a friend that night, knowing that they are there, 24/7 willing to pick up the phone and listen if it will make you feel better. Its almost like being close to them isn’t enough, its like if you could you would live in the same skin as them, as one because they are everything to you. It is that feeling of being with someone who accepts you and you accept something no one else will have them for. Seeing them for who they are and being proud of them regardless of what the rest of the world may think but still wonder how they don’t fall for him to, how they don’t see him exactly like you do and how anyone can resist his smile.


I built up a wall around me before I met him, it surrounded me , kept me safe from falling for anyone, then he came into my life, and bit by bit, he took that wall down, he didn’t just knock it down, he was patient, and he stood by me, and brick by brick he took that wall down. I wanted to tell him to stop because it didn’t matter, every time he touched me that wall just crumbled around me, that’s why I held onto him so tight, my hands clenched around his, but he didn’t mind. And now these feelings are like nothing I’ve ever felt, and yes, im so scared but I know that he’ll be right by my side. Through thick and through thin, the smile and the tears, the good and the bad, he’ll be right behind me to catch me if I should fall. He understands who I am and why im like that and yet he doesn’t try to change me. He knows everything about me, my flaws and my mistakes yet he loves me all the same. He knows that I make the wrong decisions and some days nothing goes right yet he knows when to just sit and listen rather than trying to fix it. He gives me the strength to sometimes fight it on my own, but if things should get too much, he’s my back up.


He was like the chocolate sauce on my ice cream when first met, the extra bit that made it worthwhile. But now he’s more like the water that I drink, its not that I think he’s any less special than when I first met him, but it’s like I can’t survive without him now. He’s the air that I breathe each day, yet he’s still the sun when it breaks through the clouds.
We have our days you know, the days when things are going so well. When you just want to turn over and go back to sleep instead of getting up and facing them. The days when neither of you can say anything right at the right time yet you still blame each other. But that’s what love is, isn’t it? You get up and you still love that one person that day even if you don’t feel like liking them. Its when you’d apologise no matter who was wrong if it meant that it would bring them back to you, its putting your pride on the shelf, pushing yourself aside because for that while, their happiness is more important than yours. Their happiness is more important than yours, even if it doesn’t involve you anymore.


So here’s to teenage romance, and not knowing why it can hurt likes hell but feel like heaven. Here’s to the reason y you keep going each day, the reason you live, here’s to the moments when you can’t quite believe he’s yours, and here’s to him.

[story extracted fr lovethingy.com]

Friday, October 24, 2008 @11:45 PM


headed to CWP after wk... becos gt the 新加坡金曲奖2008见面会..
wooh00!!!! was like so excited lo..
cos can get to see 林宥嘉 & 刘力扬 !!!!
dar came to join mi @ 7pm n the event started in abt 30mins..
some pics which mi n dar managed to capture~~







the songs were just nice lah!!

after the event, we went Banquet for a quick dinner.. den dar sent mi hm to pack some clothes to bring over to his hse for stayover..
we still gt another event later.. with dar's fren, Leong, n his gf.. gt chaffeur drive us later~~ wooh00!!


our chaffeur came at 12.30am... we headed to Loyang Dua Pek Gong for our prayin sessi0n... den we went Changi village for supper b4 our taxi driver drove us to Bedok jetty for a stroll.. some shots at the jetty~~~













by the time we were hm, it's alrdy 5am!! omg!!
we were like damn slpy liao le lo...
while waitin for dar to bathe finish, i alrdy went to lala land liao le.. hahaha!!
hohoho!!! finally can slp in peace cos i gt 3 days more to njoy!! wooh00!!


Thursday, October 23, 2008 @11:00 PM


so we headed to Wheelock place after wk..




but the unlucky us realised tat the Fish & Co is no longer there le.. so we decided to go either Hereen or Cini to hunt for other food place.. dar wanted to go Cini but i wanted Hereen.. lucky my choice was a gd one.. hehe.. cos lei, there were some new eatin places located at the top level of Hereen.. n we found Fish & Co there!! Waraku was there too!!! haha...
i dropped the idea of havin seafood platter n went ahead with my stonebowl noodles !!! hoho!!!




this time round we tried other dishes...







was rainin heavily after we finished our meal.. we gt no umbrellas with us n so we cabbed hm...

happy 8monthsary..



@9:27 AM

hohoho!! today is our 8th monthsary!
though it can b said tat every day is a happy day as long as we'r together....
however, the date itself can b impt as well, cos it brings back memories on y we were together bla bla bla..
so we make it a day to go for a dinner after wk... ^^

it has been mths but i stil think it's a miracle...
probably u just popped in my life at the right time..
the time when i needed a shoulder to lean on..... to cry on.....
anyway, tks for helpin mi walked through a period which i cant even believe it's happenin, even at times, i stil wonder whether it's true..

havin to acc mi to the columbarium when i'm alone... havin to tolerate my nonsense... my whining...my complaints on y life's so short n y god is takin my dear fren fr mi..

but just rest assured tat u will nv b the replacement...
it's just then n now which is takin place...

realli appreciated ur care n understanding.. :)

oh ya.. i was supposed to blog abt this diary..
quite some time back, i decided to buy a diary which we can update our daily happenings in it.. after a period, both of us start to neglect this bk le.. haha.. n the previous entry was by dar which was written days after my b'day... meanin the diary had been left untouched since july!! hahaha!!
we admit we were just defeated by our laziness.. so lei, it's stil havin its beauty slp at dar's hse.. :D
dun write dun write lo.. but at least i wil make an effort to update once every few mths la.. haha.. i'll try la.. keke..

no matter wat future lies ahead, i just hope to spend mani mani more comin months with u..
n may the mani mani mths turn into mani mani yrs.. ^^

anyway,
he's bringin mi to have Seafood platter later for dinner.. hohoho!! i have yet to try tat dish~~
*beamin with excitement*

time to back to wk...
will update abt the meal soon~~ ^^


Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @5:41 PM

found some nice pics @ corbis...











Saturday, October 18, 2008 @11:41 PM

it's time for another id0401 gatherin!!! hohoho!!!
this time round is jio by wilson... the guy whom we wil be helpin to celebrate his belated b'day...
so he actually went to ask cy to organise an outin... but duno hw come, i was the one doin research on a place to go... wahaha!!! but nvm... i did found tracked down a gd place..
Lao Beijing @ PS.. this place was chosen after my boss's (cy) approval... the reason was becos he liked the name 'lao beijing'.. stupid eh.. haha... tat's hw my boss works...

participants for this outin: wilson, xiwai, keri, roland, n of cos, mi!!

met up with wilson n cy at 12.30pm @ cwp... headed to yishun to wait for jie... n tat stupid dumb din ans our calls.. cy was like bombin her phone til siao but not a single reply sia.. damn sad lo, 3 of us were kena cheated to go there so early to wait but haiz... nvm, so we took the train to Dhoby Ghaut..
met ri at PS n we went for a lil' shoppin @ Carrefour... bought some drinks n titbits n carried on our walk to other shops...
roland arrived @ ard 2pm... finally all participants had arrived...
wil n cy decided tat we go to the arcade for a few rounds of game b4 our buffet starts at 3pm.. n so lei, these few kids headed to the arcade @ the top level...
played basketball... was damn fun lo.. ha... this is the first time in my life when i shot in so mani balls.. haha.. cos in real life, i can nv shoot into a normal hoop in a basketball court.. wahaha!!
after a few rounds of basketball, we decided to play another game.. it's a game of throwin balls..
we were supposed to follow the instructions n try to kill any animals/ppl/items without hittin on other items... so the 5 of us decided to occupy one player n start our throwin balls game!!
n we kept throwin on things which we weren't supposed to hit.. haha..we were makin so much noise in the arcade.. but it's okie la, an arcade is supposed to b noisy rite? haha!!

the timing was just nice when the game ended n we headed to the eatin place...
were totally strained out after the arcade exercise.. haha!!!
but here comes our dim sum Hi-tea for the day!!!





after a short queue, it was finally our turn!! this guy was simply too excited..
the main focus was supposed to b the signage nt his specs.. haha.. sorry..



wad attitude is tat sia??!? haha!!



the pan fried flat round thing was yummy-licious!!!




did u notice tat one siew mai had fallen down?? haha!!











so after we were all full, we dumped the rest to this bday boy~~ ha.. poor him..





n he was stil so happy with the wastAge on his plate...


all of us agreed tat the menu looked like the 'wu ling mi ji' wahaha..





see this pic, it realli looks like a pic consisting of 3 generations.. 'zhu zong san dai' !!!




n so we i decided to have it done in this tone.. haha!!
grandpa (left), daddy(right), son (centre)....



take 2!




take 3!













after the meal, we headed to bugis village for our shoppin time!!!
dar came to find mi there... din bought anything.. cy bought a bag which supposingly, i'm the one who is needing a bag.. wahaha.. weird boss do weird things.. haha..

n guess wad, we still have an activity after the shoppin!!
it's singin time!!!!
we headed to Top one Ktv which is located at the Icon buildin opp bugis junction..
singin time~~~~ la la la~~~
this is the first time all of us went there...
mani funny incidents happened durin the singin sessi0n.. wahaha... but i'm lazy to type them out.. my stupid nose gave mi problems halfway durin the sessi0n..
so, i guai guai played my part as an audience.. listenin to my idols sing.. hehe...
as cy wasn't into singin this activity, he secretly went off to buy a cake for wilson..
though it's a belated celebration, hope he had njoyed it... ^^



he was forced to retrieve the candle which was positioned deep inside the cake.. haha.. luckily his face wasn't ruin by the cake!! haha.. they were tryin to push his face onto the cake sia..
oh my~~



the sessi0n ended at ard 10pm n all of us except rol took the same train hm..

had a great day with u guys tonite... ^^



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