wkends flew damn fast n nw it's alrdy Tuesday~~ still as blue as ytd!!
oh gosh.. realli can die fr waking up so early for wk in the morning.. loL!!!
I hate waking up, let alone waking up so early!! especially durin wkdays... argh!!
but nonetheless, no matter hw i shout out my unwillingness to wake up, i stil have to work.. loL!!
hw i wish to tio TOTO!!! but i nv buy hw to tio???
i noe this is gonna b a super random post cos it's gg to be filled with lil' updates fr here n there.. haha..
today's supposedly our payday.. hoho.. i hope tat i can save some $$$ this mth... cos i'm kinda drained dry due to some expenses for my new hm... :/
some updates for last fri n wkends...
fri, as posted earlier, was a meetup with doreen for dinner n a lil' shoppin..
the food at Ma Maison was great!!
*pics to b up real soon when i can get to use my com at hm*
i'm realli damn stupid busy with tuition.. n the com in office dun allow mi to extract my pics fr hp as it nds a software to operate.. it's sucky lousy i tel u... ~~~
after the meal, headed to buy earrings n got my nails done.. pinkish nails this time round n i'm totally in love with it.. keke... ^^
dar acc mi to the flea at SAM... we were such 'lu chi' tat we actually walked an extremely big big round before we reached the destination sweaty n tired.. n the flea doesn't have much stuff though.. lol.. kind of like wasted trip lah but we had lotsa fun durin the walk.. haha!!
so sweet of him to stayover at my hse... so happy~~ more convenience especially when we head hm... we can oso hang out til real late.. keke..
sat:
went for my drivin lesson... dar brought mi for a nice lunch at novena... chicky rice balls.. the meat n the boiled soup were nice..:)
followed by some shoppin at Fareast!! i bought a skirt... had been so long since i shopped for clothes le.. haha.. online shoppin nt counted cos i seldom buy oso le.. onli look through the sites when there'r updates... SO is purely look n nv buy.. LOL!!
dar cracked a silly joke on our way back to take a train... couldnt remember exactly wad made him tot of such weird topics.. but he was startin on somethin abt ppl livin in Sengkang n Punggol.. ppl livin in betn these 2 places will be sayin ' i live in Pun-kang' or ' i live in Seng-gol'.. LOL!! the way he mouthed those words made mi laughed like an ah-siao lah!!
dinner was @ Crystal jade, dar's mum treated.. :)
sun:
stayover at dar's hse the nite before n spent sun cleanin the pets... took a nap after lunch.. super duper tired de lah.. dar waited for mi til i woke up at 6.30 pm.. headed for dinner @ hotpot culture... met this england couples n they were so friendly n cute.. haha.. the old lady even tot dar was a japanese eh?? haha! he must b damn happy to look like one.. haha!!
梁文音 - 可以不爱了
让窗户通通都打开 让阳光通通都照进来
让风放肆的吹伞我身上的尘埃
把你的过去变腐坏 把你的溺爱藏起来
把你的所有都搬到我房间以外
现在是三点钟 你应该还没醒呢
这有点刺眼的光线 会不会打扰你呢
梦不会实现了 我应该要醒了
我不该只懂得配合 你习惯短暂的温热
我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
我何尝不是一个人 来决定爱的延长赛
奈何总是勉强对自己 有一个善良的交代
我努力要自己躲开 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了 你却说舍不得
离开你欲走还留的眼睛
我要我忍住在一次抱你
躲开你转身以後的消息
这一次我可以
我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
我努力要自己躲开 你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯 得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人 吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了 你却说舍不得
你可以不爱了 别说舍不得
:D :D :D.. it's FRIDAY... long awaited FRIDAY!!!
my gosh... i'm so happy.. cos tonite is lined up with activities.. hohoho!!
too bad my day started off quite dao mei.. i forgot to bring my hp!!! n luckily i realised tat before i board the train.. if nt i'll sure kill myself for being so absent-minded.. hp is a daily essential ok!! can die w/out it sia..
countin down.......................... it's 12pm nw!!! n meanin it's left with 5hrs 45mins to off wk!!!!
dun care abt wad 6pm den can leave... i'm leavin early today!!! just 15mins earlier la.. :D
for the sake of SHOPPIN, EATIN N MANICURE!!!
WAHAHA!!! so excited.. mayb it has been too long since i last shopped...
i nid to get earrings, jacket n nice clothes to add to my wardrobe.. keke..
hopefully i can get the stuff with doreen's help.. cos a gal is a great shoppin companion.. haha!!
anyway, she's bringin mi to a jap restaurant for dinner later..
heard pretty good reviews abt the food n cant wait to try it sia.. *drooling*
after dinner, we'll shop n she'll acc mi to do manicure... she'll leave at abt 10+ pm and darling will come n acc mi to Flea-tique @ SAM... HOHOHO!!!
in case i miss out on any of the followin, it's best to write down now...
main aim for tonite is to get my badly-colored nails done, get some earrings n nice clothesss~~
*tonite's trip to b updated soon* ^^
well expressed sad song...
你没想象中爱我（《一切完美》片尾曲）
词：石欣卉
你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻
你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想象中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想象中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
嗬~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受
呜~~你没想象中爱我
realised tat i seldom take pics with him sia.. haha.. but i managed to dig out one which we took in m'sia.. keke..
one of my best fren though.. haha... he's oso my polymate.. a woodlander til i recently shifted hse.. haha..
anyway, this pic was taken last yr.. i swear he's much thinner n shuai nw... keke.. ^^
he's one of the members of emo gang.. recently established but will end business when we both heal ba.. loL!!
he's oso one of them who tags here often n one who's always online to pei mi chat.. haha!!
n lastly, he's my BOSS!!! wat the hell..
oso duno which line we'r doin oso la.. haha.. mayb it's those 'ah lai!! leylong leylong ah!!!' type.. :D :D
typed so much le.. shall reveal his face le la.. haha..
tada!!! here's my fren: xiwai aka cy aka boss!!!
Poladroid cures emo-ness.... wheehooo!! ~~
found a brilliant app online n it realli helps to bring more life to my pics... hoho!!
if u r wonderin wad this app is all abt.... heh heh..
it's actualli a poladroid camera icon which u can throw in ur pics in n it gets all ur pics develop.. yes.. with the poladroid effect!! muahaha.. so high can.. haha..
pics in-process will be placed on ur desktop.. aids in beautifyin the boring wallpaper too.. =)
when it's done, it will automatically save a copy in ur desktop.. alternatively, u can also choose to save the pic halfway while it's still developin.. dependin on wad kind of tone u wan the pic to portray...
wan to how brilliant sia!!! :D :D :D
teatime stories...
it's just a super duper grey Tuesday.... loaded with emo-ness n tots...
can someone pls tell mi y?????
泪水是一种防备, 是厌倦在你心里的负累
我不想再去追, 再追只是掉眼泪
心还有感觉, 就该给自己机会
孤单是一种纯粹, 是爱退去后再没有所谓
我能够学得会, 学会一个人面对
爱不能是谁, 应该绑住的绝对
离开后才能勇敢追, 追寻心中另一个世界
我不要完美, 只要能再回到原位
我只要, 找到另一个感觉
相信明天一定有谁, 能给我安慰, 原来就在我周围
seems to b a moody season for mani frens... so m i... :(
happy 13th monthsary (:
no wishes nor any celebration this time round.. just a plain day...
It's been 1 yr n a mth together...
marks the beginning of our 2nd anniversary.. ;)
But i guess some things we can't ask for more..
mayb they'll just stop here, or even mayb, they'll reduce...
Nevertheless, you’ve been the most wonderful boyf ever...
I'm thankful for the things that you’re willing to do for me (:
♥ You always being so accomodating in every littlest way.
♥ You always being so patient and forgiving with me. Even when I don’t appreciate your efforts.
♥ You who waits on me without a grumble. The times when we acc mi to do my hair n nails..
♥ You bringing me out to do things I like even when its your exact dislike.
♥ You who do stupid lil' things like waking up in the middle of the nite to wish mi gdnite even if u had msged mi earlier on..
♥ You who is always cracking me up with your stupid cold jokes.
♥ You who never fails to make your little princess happy.
Thank you Baby, for walking into my life.
Yours truly,
[ darling, i noe tat wk is realli stressin u out recently... just hope tat everything will b fine n over soon... i wish to see ur smile again... :( ]
pei dar to SSDC for bkin of trial test..
went Suki Sushi for dinner after tat...
黄靖伦 - 慢半拍 专辑：伦语录
总是等到, 脸色有点苍白, 才突然想起桌上那袋隔夜的外卖
总是会在, 窗户外开始泛白, 才会发觉又发了一整晚的呆
突然看见路旁那棵树, 不知何时开始枯
怎麽我总忘了留意 天凉的速度
当叹息的时候, 呼出了白雾, 才慢慢感到寒冷的温度
这世界太快, 连爱都不例外 , 尽管我很努力想要跟上 你的节拍
我慢慢明白, 以为的细心对待, 却根本 不符合这个时代
怪自己慢了 半拍
如果当初, 听得出你开始生疏, 我会为专注, 再多下一点功夫
总是慢步 以为会更清楚, 竟然错过了倒数, 措手不及落幕
这世界太快, 连爱都不例外, 尽管我很努力想要跟上 你的节拍
我慢慢明白, 以为的细心对待, 却根本 不符合这个时代
连难过都慢了半拍
拼命追着你太快的脚步, 却在出口迷了路
竟也听不到你的催促
当我还在 对人炫耀你的依赖 和我的愉快
原来我早默默被你淘汰
这世界太快连爱都不例外, 尽管我很努力想要跟上 你 的节 拍
我慢慢明白, 以为的细心对待, 却根本不符合这个时代
怪只怪 我自己 总慢了半拍
这世界太快, 就连爱都不例外
OH………
我终於明白, 就连眼泪也都慢了半拍
我慢了半拍
woot.. had a wonderful dinner last nite.. =)
went to Hotpot culture @ M2....
had been wantin to try out the food there cos it was previously shown in tv...
the ala carte buffet includes a steamboat n chocolate fondue n mani mani side dishes which u can order unlimitedly... haha... i'm doin this intro cos i realli tink tat they served great broth!!! oh my!! i finally find another alt for the stonebowl steamboat le... both r just as great!! haha.. the herbal soup rules!!! the sliced meat is yummy too!! haha.. u guys shld give it a try.. cos i saw luo n his gf there!!.. gt sch gd places oso nv share oso sia.. luckily mi n dar found this place on sat nite.. haha..
went to Hotpot culture @ M2....
had been wantin to try out the food there cos it was previously shown in tv...
the ala carte buffet includes a steamboat n chocolate fondue n mani mani side dishes which u can order unlimitedly... haha... i'm doin this intro cos i realli tink tat they served great broth!!! oh my!! i finally find another alt for the stonebowl steamboat le... both r just as great!! haha.. the herbal soup rules!!! the sliced meat is yummy too!! haha.. u guys shld give it a try.. cos i saw luo n his gf there!!.. gt sch gd places oso nv share oso sia.. luckily mi n dar found this place on sat nite.. haha..
we make our way to the IT fair after the dinner... it's kinda like kiasu ppl rushin for the last min shoppin before the event ends.. haha!!
tada!! this is wad i gt...
despite the crowd, we managed to get a hardisk in time.. just a pity tat all the colors ran out le.. leavin the blue n red so dar was tinkin the red looks better.. so we took tat.. haha..
It's called My passport Essential..
As the name suggests, My Passport Essential has about the same footprint as an actual passport and is about three times thicker. It's also very lightweight at 6.7 ounces. The drive looks somewhat like a book, with a sleek aluminum casing that takes the place of the cover, and white plastic resembling the pages.
the disney on ice performance last nite was great!!! it's the first time i'm watchin a performance at the indoor stadium, n it was a superb nite.. besides the 2 stupid idiots who stole our seats, the whole show was put up perfectly!!
all the princesses were so pretty..!! *envy*
the characters realli sent us reminsces of our childhood days.. haha..
all the princesses were so pretty..!! *envy*
the characters realli sent us reminsces of our childhood days.. haha..
presentin u the 7 dwarfs!!
the stage!
the performance ended at 9pm n we cabbed down to Suntec to try our luck to the IT fair n burberry exhibition... we could't find the burberry so went to the IT fair instead.. managed to track down the stalls tat we nid to visit later on.. cos i nid to get a hardisk!!
after a long nite.. we finally gt to have our dinner at the hokkien mee stall near my hse..woot.. the food there is realli great.. the fish maw soup, stingray, hokkien prawn mee... woot!!
loL..
cinderalla in the hse carriage!
the performance ended at 9pm n we cabbed down to Suntec to try our luck to the IT fair n burberry exhibition... we could't find the burberry so went to the IT fair instead.. managed to track down the stalls tat we nid to visit later on.. cos i nid to get a hardisk!!
after a long nite.. we finally gt to have our dinner at the hokkien mee stall near my hse..woot.. the food there is realli great.. the fish maw soup, stingray, hokkien prawn mee... woot!!
loL..
went for jie's bday celebration last nite...
was held in a pub at clarke quay.. the 2nd person to hold their bday there..
haha.. first was rol.. he was drunk tat time.. n of cos nt missin the fun, he gt drunk again this time... haha... all in all... i tink most of them got drunk except for a few of us girls.. the guys r so weak.. haha.. especially wilson!!! u watched out!!! gt drunk stil say 'i'm disappointed with u, u're so weak..' wahaha!!!! stupid dumb dumb sia...
so poor us were busy being maids lookin after the drunkards..
haha.. but i had fun last nite.. hope jie n the rest had fun too.. =)
was held in a pub at clarke quay.. the 2nd person to hold their bday there..
haha.. first was rol.. he was drunk tat time.. n of cos nt missin the fun, he gt drunk again this time... haha... all in all... i tink most of them got drunk except for a few of us girls.. the guys r so weak.. haha.. especially wilson!!! u watched out!!! gt drunk stil say 'i'm disappointed with u, u're so weak..' wahaha!!!! stupid dumb dumb sia...
so poor us were busy being maids lookin after the drunkards..
haha.. but i had fun last nite.. hope jie n the rest had fun too.. =)
i got to retrieve the pics of doreen's wedding.. finally...
gatecrashing session in the morning...
breakfast for the guys:
fashion parade:
after the morning programme, we headed to hotel for the make-up session.. hoho...
dar came early to pei mi.. brought mi for high-tea at the hotel lobby...
[ sorri for the mini pics.. readers dun mind just click into the pics for a larger image... ]durin the dinner:
n lastly, a happy birthday to my lao gong... =)
i'm so glad!!!!
i finally managed to retrieve all the pics in my hp!!! hohoho!!!
ytd was on Mc.. so besides rottin at hm.. i was also busy doin pics-sortin n editin.. hoho!! more den 3/4 of the pics r ready!! the rest r stil in alvin's hp though..
tat must see when he's free to send mi le.. haha..
hmm.. my internet connection will b up this fri.. so hopefully i'll b able to post them up this wkend le.. so happy!!! haha!! :D
stay tuned to the pics ya?? keke..
2nd visit to suki sushi last nite...
dar was havin a happy time eatin the peas..
dar was havin a happy time eatin the peas..
shall share more of his happy 'eatin peas process' soon.. haha!!
sat: 7 march'09
lol.. my drivin lessons gt messed up by my instructor.. it was initially schedule on sat at 1pm.. den uncle called to cancel on fri.. den he called on sat morning to say the lesson will resume.. den called again to change the timin fr 1pm to 1.30pm.. all due to a stupid gay student of his.. n i only get to learn for 1 hr!! u this stupid n inconsiderate gay!!!
headed hm to put his heavy bag.. it was rainin so heavily.. our mood for shoppin was dampened as well.. so we waited n waited.. had noodles, watched tv, played games...
n finally the sun is out again... we took a train to Bugis for dinner...
lol.. my drivin lessons gt messed up by my instructor.. it was initially schedule on sat at 1pm.. den uncle called to cancel on fri.. den he called on sat morning to say the lesson will resume.. den called again to change the timin fr 1pm to 1.30pm.. all due to a stupid gay student of his.. n i only get to learn for 1 hr!! u this stupid n inconsiderate gay!!!
headed hm to put his heavy bag.. it was rainin so heavily.. our mood for shoppin was dampened as well.. so we waited n waited.. had noodles, watched tv, played games...
n finally the sun is out again... we took a train to Bugis for dinner...
went bugis village for a lil' shoppin.. n did my manicure there... dar treated.. =)
walked to esplanade n slacked there.. we didn't have any heart-to-heart tok but were busy playin games in his phone... loL!!
was ard 2am before we took a nite rider back to my hm.. haha..
The age creeps up on me, i stoned throughout the bus journey...
feelin bits of unwell... I am a 80 years old trapped in a 21's.
i must admit i'm old liao le!!!
sun: 8 march'09
mama n paps brought breakfast for us... dar woke up damn early... lol.. n mama poked mi awake as well.. - -'''
so after havin our breakfast, we started with the games session...
did a lil' unpackin of my clothes n went back to slp again.. haha.. dar couldn't stand my laziness... neither can i.. hahaha!!!
headed to town in the evenin... shopped til 9 before endin our wkend... time flies so fast durin the wkends.. :(
The age creeps up on me, i stoned throughout the bus journey...
feelin bits of unwell... I am a 80 years old trapped in a 21's.
i must admit i'm old liao le!!!
sun: 8 march'09
mama n paps brought breakfast for us... dar woke up damn early... lol.. n mama poked mi awake as well.. - -'''
so after havin our breakfast, we started with the games session...
did a lil' unpackin of my clothes n went back to slp again.. haha.. dar couldn't stand my laziness... neither can i.. hahaha!!!
headed to town in the evenin... shopped til 9 before endin our wkend... time flies so fast durin the wkends.. :(
dinner at Crystal jade....
the porridge is yummy....
Shopped for awhile before headin back hm... stupid gastric is actin up again... n we ended up havin mac for supper... the pain hurts!!!
Nite.. :(
the porridge is yummy....
Shopped for awhile before headin back hm... stupid gastric is actin up again... n we ended up havin mac for supper... the pain hurts!!!
Nite.. :(
n finally... my tv is here!! will b arrivin before 4pm... the delivery guy just called to inform...
n finally my mum n dad wun b so bored when they'r hm... haha... especially my mum who stays hm all day long.. :D
but i'll b stayin over at Boyf hse today so wun b in time to have a look at the new tv.. haha..
n ya.. dad finally gt the cupboard set up... he made it himself.. D.I.Y... i tink it's with the help of the machines in the factory...
using the alumium pcs which he managed to get.. some of the items in the hse were oso made fr his hands.. haha..
n ya.. he's quite pro in these technical stuff... but hw come this daughter of his have such bad model-making skills?? i dun seem to have any genes of the pro-ness he has lor!! god knows wher i came fr sia.. haha!!
anyways, my new hm is still in the settin up stage la.. haha.. n surprisingly, the first guest to our hse is nt my granny.. but instead, it's daddy's gd fren aka colleague who's comin over later in the evenin for a visit... 2nd on the guest list will b my Boyf who will come n stayover on sat nite... keke... first time in my life i'm havin a bf stayin over sia.. oops.. cos in the past, i'm always the one gg over to his hse cos my granny hse is simply too cramp la..haha.. it's gd u noe, we can go out til late nite n get hm without any restrictions on timin to catch the last bus or train.. we'll just loiter until we'r tired n head hm together.. ha.. this is just my ideal nite's out with him la.. but hor, the plan always fail cos we always ended up slpin like pigs..
just received a call fr mama sayin the tv is being set up le.. she's enjoyin her shows nw.. haha.. see hw happy she is when she finally can get some visuals.. haha!!!
dinner @ suki sushi last nite...
the soup of the ramen is yummy~~
how much do u care?
If you love and care abt someone,
Don't lose grip on that person
Coz' you will never know
The one you let go
Might be the one
You have waited all your life
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. So, respect them, truly cherish them , most of all CARE for them...
[extracted from 'how much do u care?']
a lil' updates for the past few days....
haven been bloggin cos i've just shifted hse...
will have to wait til next friday before i will have the internet access done...
so there will b lesser updates for this 2 weeks...
was damn busy durin the wkends... partly with tuition n oso packing my stuff to my new hm n slowly unpacking them when i feel like it... thanks darling for helpin mi in the packin process..
if nt i would have die fr the tons of things i have to clear...
seeing those bags of stuff placed in the new hm there makes u feel more stressed... more unwilling to do it...
so i realli unpackin at a real SLOW stage... til nw, i have onli finish cleanin some comics n photo albums... as for the last thing to get for my room.. it would b a cupboard to finish up our bedroom... nw all our clothes are like all ard the hse.. haha.. hangin here n there... i tink it'll pile up soon if we dun find one to throw them in.. haha!!
as for the distance i nd to travel to wk nwadays, it's a real long journey.. so i gotta wake up early.. the performance for this wk was nt bad.. i still managed to reach office on time.. haha!! i shld say finally... but i feel so tired when i'm sittin in front of the com nw... even to the extend of mi shuttin my eyes any moment...
okie.. enough of skivin.. back to wk.. will be back with more updates.. =)
