Friday, May 16, 2008 @2:15 PM
things can nv b wat i wan it to b.... tat's life.... haiz...
compared to u,
no 0ne else can replace the thoughtfulness u once gave...
no one else could nv b so free to engage on a chat when i'm down or nded someone to...
no 0ne can understand mi when i nd someone to share my ideas with...
all these may sound abt complicated but it kinda express my feelings rite at this moment...
mayb i'm tinkin too much but the attitude in u seems to get stronger n it's kind of creatin some sense of fear in mi.. blamed it on my wishful thinkin tat ppl can't b wat u wan them to b...
tink i can onli just accomodate with wat i have nw... =)
can't control my emo-ing sia... anyway, was chattin with keri online the whole day in office... was decidin on wat to wear for tml's outin... SPI trip to hunt ghost!!! so excited towards tml's trip.. we chatted for almost half a day n the final decision on wat to wear is: go dig our wardrobe n see wat we have.. wanted to wear xxx bottom but it doesn't match with xxx top.. wanna wear new top but scared the trip might get us dirty... wanted to wear spaghetti top but scared wil b too revealin if we climb high n low durin the excursi0n.. gers r so troublesome unlike guys whom can make do with a polo/teeshirt n a pair of jeans... fan ar!!!! but anyway, just hope the trip tml wil b an enjoyable one..updated: midnitetink i must have said too much n made dar worried again.. sorri.. he met mi at my hse after my wk.. askin mi to find him at L2 but ended up seein a bag of gifts on the floor.. there were flowers n a forever friends bear in the bag... i luv them.. tks...=) *UPDATE PICS SOON*went to his hse to help him revise on his adv. theory... he sent mi hm. called mi soon after he left sayin i left my stuff with him n asked mi to open the door to retrieve.. lol.. a box of something dropped on the floor with a loud 'thump'.. shocked mi sia.. haha.. it's a pierre cardin wallet.. omg! i can onli admit tat i like it alot but stil cant let u splurge everytime i'm unhappy rite... promise tat u wun do this le.. or else if there's anything nt rite in the future i wun share with u le ar.. :)